Leave her behind life is too short to be unhappy. Enjoy being single for a bit, i know it sucks but its good in some ways like saving money etc.. when you want to find love then go searching, just do not stay in a relationship where you cannot trust the other for you could know she could be with other men etc, i know you love her but is this love built around a lie? Just imagine.. you will feel 1000000000000000% better when you find love that is built around a solid foundation where trust and honesty are there.
My 1st word was Daddy or something like that from what i have been told. But my parents have told me that my eldest brothers first word was "Bad Boy" Lol :P
RE: Write a word with the last letter of the one above
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