For a simple and happy life

My age speaks aloud about everything. Nevertheless I like to think constantly of my sins, of how many people and how many times I have made them feel sad and worried. I try to regret for my bad deeds. At the same time I want to be grateful to all those people that have helped me and those that have made me feel conscious of my failings.
I love to live a peaceful and loving way of life. I love to love my companion, my helper, that is, who will protect me from committing any more sins and will guide me to Jesus Christ. Obviously I will try my best to do the same for her.
I am conscious of the following three-word phrases how powerful they are to forge, deepen and restore a relationship. They are a part of my inner self. How wonderful is to say whenever it is necessary:
I’ll be there
I miss you
I respect you
Maybe you’re right
Please forgive me
I thank you
Count on me
Let me help
I understand you
I love you!

I am not interested in an atom, because atoms cannot love even themselves. I am interested in a person, in a lady being hungry and thirsty for Jesus to forgive her sins and love Him. I am searching for a lady disgusted by money and everything else that is not important for living happily. This lady perhaps will accept me as her companion forever.
Her and my aim should be, then, how to be as close as possible to Christ, in order to become completed persons, because only the persons, and never the atoms, can love Him, each other, every-one and everything else that has been created. How wonderful and happy it is to be hungry and thirsty for righteousness, for giving relief, for purity of heart, for peace, for harmony and love between each other, friends and enemies. What a simple and happy life!
This faithful and happy love, which remains eternally unchanged, is the only and most important way for the pure and true life. Therefore it will be useful and beneficial for the desirable lady and me to start, as soon as we are together, to learn how to love with this kind and polite love!