ricinindy: Looking for Someone to talk to!
My Details
- I am: 58 yr-old man seeking woman, 30-50
- Located in: Indianapolis, Indiana, USA
- Last online: Online over 1 month
- Height: 6' 0" (183 cm)
- Body Type: Few extra pounds
- Hair Color: Partial Gray
- Eye Color: Blue
- Ethnicity: White/Caucasian
- Education: High School
- Religion: Christian/Other
- Occupation: Transportation
- Income: $25,000 to $50,000
- Smokes: Trying To Quit
- Drinks: Occasionally
- Marital Status: In a Relationship
- Has kids: Yes, they are over 18
- Wants kids: No, but welcome yours
- Sign:
Gemini
More About Me
Ok, Update Been Married to my wife now for 3 years! I had a bit of an issue with life for the last couple years! Job, Money, Stress, Past Present. Drinking to much when I did drink and acting like an a** to my wife! Pushing her away. Just being honest! She had her moments too. but I did what I did and I own them. I've been fighting with myself and hating myself for who I became from not just letting go and living! And from treating her the way I did! Not helping around the house when I was home not helping with the Business not giving her the Man she fell in love with! I recently took a run to Wyoming and I fell in love with the Beauty of the Mountains and the peacefulness! I found something I've needed for so long. I wanted to come home and share this with her and tell her how sorry I was for everything! but I couldn't yet! Then the next week I had this feeling that something was wrong and I found out when I came home she had been seeing another Man! I was devastated! And now I'm trying so hard to forgive her and she say's it just started they have only been friends but they did go out a couple times and they never had sex but they did kiss and idk maybe some touching? But I blame myself for not being the Man she needed"! But I blame her for going outside our Marriage! She should have left! I'm trying! I just don't know what to do! I send her messages and little sayings and songs! And tell her I need something from her! But I don't know if she's still here? She say's she is! But idk? I love her! But I'm lost! And not sure what to do anymore! except to just keep going on myself!
More About my Match
As far as this! This is what I want but idk! I need a friend! Right or wrong! I know she had a friend! And it was wrong! But I'm not sure there's anything worth saving anymore? Take My heart Take me away! I'm not a cheater! I'm just lonely and heart broken! Crushed I suppose! Somedays I feel like not even going home. I was gone for 3 weeks and felt like just driving on by! My Match Well I guess I must say, I don't want her perfect! She must have some flaws! Lord knows I do! I want a woman who's workin on being a woman, I want someone that's trying to get there, That's on the road to that point in life where you should already be but took a few wrong turns, As well as got led down some paths that were wrong!! I want a woman with Love, Compassion,Passion, Romance. I want her Sweet and Sensual. I want her scared of love yet willing to try. Cause I know I'm scared of love!
But I know I want to eventually share my life with someone And I don't want to mess this one up so if your not ready then all I ask is be honest . I can always use more friends to ! lol!!
I'm not ready to settle down cause I don't have anyone, But I am ready to find someone to get to know!!! I just want someone who needs a partner in getting to that place in life where we all want to be.III
Occupation
Driving!!!
Match Details
- Seeking: Woman | 30-50 yrs
- Located: Within 100 miles of Indianapolis, Indiana, USA
- For: Talk/Email/Pen Pal
- Body Type: Skinny, Slim/Slender, Fit/Athletic, Toned & Firm, Average, Proportional, Curvy, Few extra pounds
- Religion: Christian/Other
- Drinks: Never, Rarely, Occasionally, Socially, Gave it up
- Wants kids: No Way | Probably Not | No, and seeking same | No, but welcome yours | No, been there, done that | No, but love my grand kids
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