is there such a thing as being obssesed by a voice!

I have been surfing the internet and reading articles about the blonde haired lady of ABBA Agnetha Faltskog and could not believe that after all those incrediable years with ABBA and going at it alone with a solo career she still finds it extremely difficult to deal with the demons of her past,

In saying that i can understand to a degree with it feels like to have had your heart completely ripped out like never before a feeling you have never ever felt before,

I was with a woman many years ago we split up when i was near my 30's and i have never met anyone that could come close even by a fraction to feel the love i felt for her and still to this day i still think about her now and again, what would it be like if i were with her now and where would we be in life married maybe or even have kids living in or out of london.

I guess some peoples feelings are much greater than others but does this make a person abnormal i don't know the answer to that question and i think i never will.

Its funny when someone you like be it a singer or an actor/actress and they go through a bad time in life a person sometimes can't help but feel sorry for them and want to help even though that person is expirencing something very similar i guess thats where the saying deflecting away from one's own problems because its always easier to help someone else.

I was reading the artical about all the ABBA members meeting for the opening of Mama Mia in the city of london,

Its been 22 years since ABBA were all last together again and then it when on to talk about Agnetha Faltskog and her relationship problems and trying to deal with the past, becoming a reclues and not meeting anyone out in public and going for walks at night so no one can see her, becoming paranoid of everyone and everything,

All i can think is that the person she was dating in that band at that time who has made her become the person she is today alt to feel very ashamed of himself for treating another human being in such a very bad way what a figure of man he really must be deep down, putting all the ABBA success to oneside.

Anyway her music is beautiful and i sincerely hope she never gives up singing ever i have just been listening to a lot of her solo stuff and its amazing what a voice.