.. those who have are been loved by their special some one are really lucky...
i hope i'll be that lucky at least in a another life time...
To take a chance and do something... but that might make me regret for doing it..
Or stay and see how things happen.. but that might make me regret that i was late.. :(
confused.. lost... sad.. angry.. for not knowing what to do..
We live with so many expectations.. hopes.. we live to full fill them, intentionally or unintentionally..
That's what makes us live..
We are happy when things go as expected..
but when things go against what we expect.. we start to loose faith.. in our selves.. in god.. in everything we believe that's true..
Either we could be strong when things go wrong.. or live with limited expectations.. but being human we struggle with both of these options..
Some times we wonder.. is it worth it...
May be it's worth it.. may be it's not...
but in the end.. we really have no choice..
but one thing we shouldn't do..
is run away and hide..
I met a guy with a beautiful heart on this site, connecting singles. He was going through a hard time. I knew it. I love him very much i have no words to say how much i love him and i know he loves me because he rarely gets angry at me when i was fighting with him. I was fighting with him cos he was not having time to be with me. And he had no clear mind to spent time with me. I knew this.. but couldn't stop fighting with him... :(
Some times i was so rude to him..not because i don't love him.. but i don't know because of why.. may be because i was scared that i'll loose him.. or because i was selfish..
last time we talked on the phone i was rude to him.. and now he is gone some were.. i don't know for sure... his phone is no longer working.. :'(
may be had enough of me.. for not understanding him..
but i love him... and i miss him so much..
i want to talk to him just once..
to say that i'm sorry for all the things i have done to hurt him..
i really am sorry..
will u forgive me?
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