I have allowed myself to be under the control of a certain man that had my feeling and thoughts to be locked away. The number of years (27 to be exact) has flown and drug by. Every year has seemed the same. There was never any respect, love, honesty, caring, ect. ect. shown in return.
Now, I want and need a life of my own. But I don't want to go to fast. As a matter of fact, I'm scared of what is out there. I just don't want to be hurt anymore. I do know that I want true happiness one day, but don't know exactly how to go about it.