Today one more time I had hear that I am one of strangest person .
Maybe I agree with all who said this as for my self I feel I would not be possible to live with other one like me .
We all making some decisions in our life . To make it real we have to do many steps . Right ? About me it is so that I make decision , make hard way to make it come true and when standing and have to make last step to complete it I stop , look at this again , think on it again( is that what i really wanted ) and make step back .
Here all are mad for christmas . Why , because somewhere has said that Jesus born ? What is the point of it ?
I think on it many years . I am not one who hate christamas just dont see meaning of it . What it gave to us ? How it made our life better ?
Ok we need to have something to believe , but this is to much . All this fairy tales about about the way Jesus born , his life . We had many Jesus after that one put on cross. And I think in that ages would be more like he was if there would not be fear to die becuase of things they believe as they create it in them mind . He just was brave enought , had give of speach and must be was charismatic or what ever if get so many going follow him .
What ever , I wait till this will end and I will have real reason to celebrate .
Long time ago I believed what people change
After I had learn usually they play
and yes , some change , but just after we don`t care in them changes any more
So how it is
we say we`ll change something in us what make others near feel bad , but we don`t till we stay alone ?
Where is a point of changes then ?
I just love coffee , all ok with me .
Most like to take glass of wine to relax and have nice talk . I`d take this black drink, put some milk and little bit sugar .
Who would like to enjoy me ?
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I just back home . Made cup of tea , warm my lunch .
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It was great day and . Had good mood , work was going great . Had birthday of friend . Now will end food , change clothes and go to the date .
Life is great
In last months I had so many changes . With all it now I am alone.
First days was so strange . I never was living alone , was my family , after husband and kids , later just kids . Now nobody , just me . Even dog or cat can not have as have allergy to them .
Now , friends , family ask me to celebrate christmas and new yer with them as in them words not good to be alone in days like these . And I dont feel like I want it .
What the hell is it ?!!!!
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