So i'm back at my cs boyfriend's place spending one week this time..... he just left for work 5 minutes ago and i caught kacy snooping around, he got an early morning call and an early morning text and with all my might i force myself to keep calm. When the text came in he was in the shower so i took up the phone and saw "message from tanesha" that's his ex he told me about('
'); we have been talking about moving in together, now am not so sure its time yet! am afraid to confront him, we haven't argued yet and am not sure our first argument should be about phone calls and text messages('
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I think I might have a drinking problem.... I went three days without drinking and that was a big accomplishment for me, so I thought I'd go out and have a little celebration drink, I got drunk and today am writing this blog cause I'm having the time of my life headache and am feeling sorry for myself. The thing is I only analyse that I have a problem when I'm having a hang over, tonight when I'm better I'll think differently I might go out and get myself drunk again cause its weekend and everyone does a little casual drinking on weekends. Am 23 and I know I'll start getting sick by the time am 30 if this continues
In this world of internet dating, one has to hope that the persons they meet are real. I will be giving you some detail of my weekend that I'm spending with someone i met here,am writing this blog on his pc and he's right here reading while I'm writing but am gonna be as honest as possible....it took me months before i made up my mind to visit though hes only 2 hours away from me!
i have no regrets coming here he's one of the strangest men i met in years.... or maybe am mistaken his niceness for strangeness cause am not use to men being so considerate, understanding and irresistible charming! so be careful of who u meet on here, u may end up like me not wanting to ever go back home.
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