As I learn and realize some truth fact about love, that it was much more than material comforts and gains.
# I learn that love is sharing,Believe me when i say that this is one of the most important in gradients of love-to open ones heart and share-pain, joy, success and failure.
Love is being honest and knowing that the other person feels the same way too and will never be judgmental.
#I learn that love means spending time together,few minutes spend together everyday keeps the boredom way.Heavy work schedules take up much and effort,so it is important to get things into perspective.
#I realize that love is faithfulness.To love means to give all my heart to one, and only one.
#I learn that love is also being friends.Love is being friends with each other. Enjoying simple pleasure like shopping, catching a movie or watching television,apart from that a host of other things that "friends" normally do
#I learn that love is looking together in the same direction.
This may sound clinched, but it is true.love is having the same goals and taking steps in that direction to make them come true
I'm not perfect woman,but I will do my best for someone I love.
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Teardrop rolling down my cheeks made me realize that the center was at a crossroads in my heart.
I was remember all bad memories make me hurt and pain & teardrop falls...I push my self to go on cause my girls are my priority in this life.
I let my memory to bring my self into a flashback of the past.
I think I was had everything good life,sharing and someone caring and will loving me forever, already have someone who can make me feel comfort & build family with love&give me peace in my soul with knowing that he love me for today,tomorrow and forever.
My world was turned upside down and if only in blindness, did I feel I had found the love of my life but slowly, something chipped away in my heart and my self-confidence.
I began to realize that he didn't love me. I could tell by reading the messages, the hesitation,and the lack of warm in talk. Then distance became greater, the feeling is slowly gone when I realize he's not care of me,not respect me.not take care of me even by just say "everything will be alright”He can't!
There are moments where I said to myself that he's only been out of the phase is tired of me because we had marriage about 10 years and i was tried to think optimistically that it will soon pass. I was wrong that phase never ending,he's was cheated few times and not honest.I start to angry with my self,start to angry cause thought he will change if I give him apologies.
angry to myself cause I'm so sure that he's the one of little things who is have mean a lot in my life.
Every time I close my eyes I pray and hope it's all just night mare and when I wake up everything will be all right and perfect as I hope.but when I wake up I know it's not just a dream,he's hurt me by physic and mental everyday.
Love is never perfect,I wasn't naive.
On the road of life there are detours,dead-ends,u turns&road closed signs where two people are supposed to rely on each other to still reach where we were heading.
I came to a crossroads where I had to make a decision.
Is this the type of relationship that I wanted?
Is this how I wanted my final years to end?
Did I want my last breath to shout?
Love is not love if only me in love with him.
Love is not love if only one person who loves.
Love can not only be in one direction.So I made a difficult decision to end my love life with a broken heart. Darkness and loneliness that wrapped me in anger, sadness and disappointment,made me promise to never easy to believe again & never let a man to hurt my heart again...
I fight to build up my life with my girls for almost 8y now.
let the sunlight still shine give me a spirit of hope.
longing for my true love presence.
From Jakarta, with Love
The sky so dark here and the rain so heavy,
non stop raining since morning..pray and hoping that everything will be ok ...
I' am thinking about how my little girls at home ? she is scarred about lightning
try to called my maid phone and home phone, but no answered
i am start to worried
this song for all friends here who's searching for love..
Paul gave me the link to share with you...
love you all!!
He's always on my mind
From the time I wake up
'Til I close my eyes
He's everywhere I go
He's all I know
Though he's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger every day
And even now he's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love him
You've gotta set him free
And if his returns in kind
I'll know he is mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know he's never there
And all these time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so
Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
They say to follow your heart... but when your heart is broken in to million pieces, what are you going to follow?
If one night...
a big fat man jumps in at your window,
grabs you & puts you in a sack, dont worry I told Santa I want you for CHRISTMAS.
A blessed gift of hope and love, A blessed Christmas to you.
Happy Merry Christmas !!!
After I read all these stories.
Here's I found some fact
how do you expect kids to listen to their parents???
Tarzan lives half naked
Cinderella comes back home at midnight
Pinocchio lies all the time
Aladdin is the king of thieves
Batman drives at 320 KM/h
Sleeping beauty is lazy
and .....Snow white lives with 7 guys!!
We shouldn’t be surprised when kids misbehave! They get it from their story books.
Its hard to sleep with tears in your eyes
As you tell yourself everything's ok but you know its lies..
Its hard to smile at this moment in time
When all I can think out are the memories of when you were mine
Our time may have been short but my feeling will last forever
Even if we have gone our ways and we aren't together..
I miss you so much your all I think about when im going to sleep
As I turn on my music and listen to the lyrics and the beat
As tears fall down my face with constant thoughts of you
I have given up on trying to stop there nothing I can do
You have a hold on my heart and control of my mind
Because I still love you and I think about you all the time
Now im sleeping with tears instead of you
Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres....
Show feelings , get hurt.
Be faithful , get cheated on.
Show love , get lefted.
Be honest , get lied to.
Then i found my heart bleeding....
A conversation before marriage...
He : Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She : Do you want me to leave?
He : No! Don't even think about it.
She : Do you love me?
He : Of course! Over and over!
She : Have you ever cheated on me?
He : No! Why are you even asking?
She : Will you kiss me?
He : Every chance I get.
She : Will you hit me?
He : Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!
She : Can I trust you?
He : Yes.
She : Darling!
>> To read a conversation after marriage, simply read this in reverse...
I wish my love story came with a remote to Rewind ; Play ; Pause and Fast Forward..
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