This is my first blog, so please be gentle.
I would have to say, that more so over the last two years, I feel like I'm becoming like a grumpy old man. Now I don't see myself as old, yet, but I'm not getting any younger.
I use to be quite a patient man, and it would take a fair bit to get me annoyed or feeling quite angry, but now days that is not the case. I don't like feeling this way, for it's not healthy, and at the end of the day, it's me that feels bad. No, I don't snap at everybody, most of the time I bite my tongue or mumble something under my breath. I know that it is mostly to do with work, and some of the people I have to work with. The lazy and inconsiderate, who only think of themselves, continually ignore the right things to do, which makes my day frustrating. Sometimes this happens at home too. I don't need to go into details, but I was taught to do the right thing by people, and pretty much 100% of the time, that is what I do, unless I get disrespected by someone, then I'll go, nah stuff ya, why should I. But then when the frustration has died down, I feel guilty. Stupid I know. It feels like, well I've done all this for you, and what are you doing for me? Nothing.
I'm kind of sorting my job out, as I told my supervisor that when I find the right job, I will be leaving. The problem is, finding the job that best suits me, and if I need to be working with other people, they have to be like myself, respectful, not lazy and understanding.
All the people that know me well, know what kind of a man I am, kind, friendly, honest, loyal, intelligent and slightly eccentric.
Some of you on here have gotten to know me through the threads and blogs, even then, they only know me by so much, which is okay, because this is the internet.
I want to be happy, and not feel frustrated by people, whether it's their laziness, lack of respect or even just being plain stupid.
Any suggestions are welcome of course. And thanks in advance
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