Okay life is not bad but it's also not un-interesting. My computer has a bug in it and is infecting all my sites that keep me wanting to live. Email, Facebook, phone, I deleted and got rid of lots of things on my email but it only wiped out lots of my contacts on my phone. Mmmmm I've made lots of mistakes but who has not. But what I have come to realize is I definitely realized that my past baggage has not interfered with my life I live now nor will it ever.
My love life on the other hand is nil. I meet and realize there are lots of duds out there with in 20 minutes I realize they can not be a possible match. They either can't hold a job, behind on their bills or have a drinking or beer problem. So I ask you where are all the great guys.
Hi been a while since I was on. Nope no great man yet but new friends. Yes relationships take time it's just not a feel and a lay its quality time that must be achieved. Hoping the one I did meet lately texts me back here. But if not its all good too. Don't believe in pushing myself on anyone. Okay long distance still not my thing.... Mmmmmm hope everyone is keeping their hope up to finding that special someone.
Rock on World !!!
Okay maybe some of you don't know the meaning of cop a feel. Doing with out asking permission is bad that's coping a feel. Two people discussing it it an okay thing to do. Ground rules not in public, shows disrespect. Behind closed doors in private good things lead to good things for both. Love is a strange thing. On one hand you have two people who want to constantly want to express their connection and on the other it's madding because you want to show how you both do it. Well until X rated is allowed on streets with out cloths, you need to restraint your deep deep feeling and save it for alone time.
Rock on World !!!
So this weekend I had my son and grand kid over, what a great time. But the day before I was standing at the kitchen counter wondering what I was going to cook for supper that next day. A horrible thought came into my mind "I can't afford to do this, why do I invite when it's clearly known to my bank account I can't do this." But then I realized there is some things money cannot buy, family and great friends. My son and now my grandson are and have become the most important thing to me on this world. My room mate who encourages me through laughter and letting me rant and rave about my day is an AWSOME friend. The gentle who just met me, is sweet and is growing on me. I'm hoping for a slow going encounter with him, friends first then a decision will come out of it. In all horrid ness a beautiful friendship will be born. But on the flip side I've also met a couple other guys over the last few years is that their money is their spouse. They just need their spouse to buy their bed toy. Well the world does holds all kinds.
Rock on World !!!
Well what can I say... Love life and be your self. Say what's on your mind and don't give a negative opinion that's racist. With that being said stay positive and keep your head up and go forward. Ya words that never came from my mother but came to me from media or friends. FB has been my greatest support since I left the ex. Good saying, comments and telling me how life is, is what you make of it is absolutely true. I'm not blogging to get famous or anything that is self absorbed, I'm just living life. So love life and be yourself.
Rock on World !!!
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