I felt my self falling and I stopped in mid flight...
I fell but I am learning to get up...
I walk with my head held high
tomorrow is another day and so I reach for the sky.
I am sad... sad because all these dating sites have proved that people need people, much more badly than we would like to think.... Is there a deficit of love in the world...? Is it that there are too much people in the world? So that there is not enough love to go around.... hmmm.... Maybe if we start to really love ourselves inside and outside, love will come to us. I mean why are we going through this? You meet someone and then it doesn't work because their attitude sucks, their life has a hidden third party or maybe a second party that wasn't mentioned, or they're just here to get some.... you know spice up a boring life. Where are the serious folks who are actually looking for a life partner/spouse/friend/lover for life, you know, a marriage, Ok. Ok. I get it !! It's a dating site and any thing goes. It is not a marriage site hmmmm... Maybe I should open a marriage site. lol.... only thing is I have no idea how to do so..... ok tech folks, you have my approval, open a looking for marriage only site.
This just in.... one may have apparently attraction for one or more persons that cross your path... however, there will be one person who will captivate the mind, the senses, the heart, the soul. The one person for whom you smile and laugh, the one who makes you happy, who you ache for in their absence, who you cry for, the one who you just can't wait to see or speak to who you can talk just about anything with, to the ends of the earth and back... their very essence goes with you...when you both for each other experience this, then you know you are in love and loved....
Well one thing is apparent here on this site, you meet lots of people interesting and otherwise... Today the question is can you just be attracted to someone but though you are attracted, something inside tells you, you are on different paths? Hmmm.... I feel that... I have an attraction for some one here but it sense we are on different paths, better to remain friends I think... Hmmm I am feeling rather sagacious today... anyone cares for advice? Let'scall it Luvbytes by Diana.... lol... In the meantime, the emails continue to pour in... I proceed with caution....
I love romance, I mean what woman doesn't? and the thought that when you've met someone for the first time that this may be the greatest love story ever, that this might be THE ONE, but the heart plummets when you realize it isn't so... and they move on...but each time it happens your hopes do not rise quite as high as the last time... but yet another day hope and heart reigns eternal....
Someone once said, that love shouldn't be looked for...
It should come to you....
So maybe that's what I'll do
Stop looking and real love will find me
Someday soon.
Keep loving yourself, yep that's just what I will do.
I will disown, disinherit, disenchant, disabuse my son... the last is of the notion that I am helpless and afraid of his scare tactics... I mean C'mon doesn't he know it should be me he should be afraid of? Love the kid... will strip his hide but for the patience of Job... thank God for that.. I mean is there such a thing as too much patience?
My kids and I vote St. Lucia... how does one go about such things? hmmm... job first, then school, then place to stay...? hmm. A lovely Caribbean island needs no visa is the requirement for us... any help guys?
No where to go... my 3yr old has Saturday night fever, literally.....
ahh the joys of motherhood....
A most lazy day... and the baking still to be done... thinking about driving test next week. home with the kids, one sick one not.... hmm wanting to go to Tobago for a getaway..I really should...Yes, I will.
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