Hey this is probably the hardest thing that i ever had to do in my life.heres the thing rite i have been on this dating site for over a month now and honestly i havnt been on a date or to get to really know anyone whos looking.call me desperate or be judgemental but there are some genuine men out there who wants to be loved and wants to give their love,i am lonely at the same token i miss the feeling of having someone in my life i am from johannesburg south africa and i am in search of my soulmate i am not looking for lies deceit and twotimers all i want is a truesoul that wants to be loved and treasure everyday that brings new meaning to life .they say that its in its darkest moments that shines the brightest well with that said please inbox me
Today i open up my heart my voice my emotions,i have been in love with one of the most amazingly georgeous woman we dated for 3yrs then married i missed her with everybite of my food that we were apart ,things were so so awsome between us at first i loved her so so much that i cleaned the house cooked food washed the dishes after we ate did her laundry ironed her clothes everyday for work made her lunch there isnt a thing that i didnt do for her i had given her stability ,love,a,home when she cried so did i , its been eight mnths now that we are seperated as she lives with friends who are single now its got to this point were her work functions became more then her dressing changed when we made love it was not the same i mean everything changed i tried up until last week to fix this as i knew that i love this woman and who am i to judge when i am not perfect then i asked myself what is love without forgiveness i share this as i am lost i was trown away just like that no explanation no anything i am an emotional wreck i cannot focus on any thing as i have been made to beleive that i was not good enough when i last called her we spoke she hung up called me back then she shouts are you naked hun and a voice comes from the room no im getting undressed how would any man who has given his all to the one that he loved feel after hearing that .so here i am looking for love ,friends..just tryng to find peace and it is so difficult to move on if the love you once shared has left you damaged
Well well well very impresed with the feedback ok some has opened my eyes to diffrent views and some not so here goes firstly i only posted the blog so that i could get opinions about woman somebody mentioned to take a woman out u need money fair enough who doesnt agree that 90 pecent men pays is that fair why cant the bill be split like it takes two hands to clap some1 mentioned age age is only a number so what does that have to do with the fact that men cant secure they own future someone clearly mentioned why cry on a bycicle wen u can cry on a back seat of a merc haha come to my merc my luv the only tears you will cry is tears of joy lol listen the facts cannot be changed that maybe this age and time evrything has a pricetag i mean i am just saying some things shudnt have a pricetag to it thats all i really do feel for the single divorced woman out there that if u do get a rich man then yeah let it be a bonus i mean why not with that said i am not a meterialistic person and as for the woman who see dollar signs in a man please stop it isnt cool my wish to all woman .a rainbow on the horizon, an angel by your side,and everything that could ever bring a smile to your life ... I do apologise if i hurt any1s feelings
Hey i was wondering i dont mean to be sexist or anything here but i honestly feel that a higher percentage of woman does beleive more in a mans wallet or what he has i mean posetions ect where have all the woman gone i mean is it me that feels this way or what i mean theres a saying that goes a woman is like an atm once you withdraw they loose intrest cmon wtf where are the woman that are fun clearminded who looks at you for what you are not what you earn or own if i can find that in a woman i will be the happiest man ladies if you read this inbox me
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