Germiston, Gauteng, South Africa
My love
Today i open up my heart my voice my emotions,i have been in love with one of the most amazingly georgeous woman we dated for 3yrs then married i missed her with everybite of my food that we were apart ,things were so so awsome between us at first i loved her so so much that i cleaned the house cooked food washed the dishes after we ate did her laundry ironed her clothes everyday for work made her lunch there isnt a thing that i didnt do for her i had given her stability ,love,a,home when she cried so did i , its been eight mnths now that we are seperated as she lives with friends who are single now its got to this point were her work functions became more then her dressing changed when we made love it was not the same i mean everything changed i tried up until last week to fix this as i knew that i love this woman and who am i to judge when i am not perfect then i asked myself what is love without forgiveness i share this as i am lost i was trown away just like that no explanation no anything i am an emotional wreck i cannot focus on any thing as i have been made to beleive that i was not good enough when i last called her we spoke she hung up called me back then she shouts are you naked hun and a voice comes from the room no im getting undressed how would any man who has given his all to the one that he loved feel after hearing that .so here i am looking for love ,friends..just tryng to find peace and it is so difficult to move on if the love you once shared has left you damaged
Comments (7)
It sounds to me like she only used you when there was no one else to turn to, then she threw you away when she didn't need you anymore
you love her very much but she does not love the way you do.
forget her, she is not the best... someone much better than her is waiting for you out there.... give a chance to yourself... MOVE ON GUY!!!
Don't you think that it was a bit more an "obsession" on your part and you have also and she has been playing on your feelings?
She has obviously moved on with her life and I suggest you do the same. But you must also "cut" all emotional cords/attachments that you have with her, otherwise you will still be "tied" with her and will be unable to move on with your own life.
I know, it will take a while, but don't give up and keep your heart open as I am sure that someone better is in store for you, somewhere?
hello Inxs,
yes, and now open all of those beautiful parts of
yourself up to you, fully... it might be very difficult
to 'move on' until you do this, for you... taking time out
for self examination.
Love and light to you