It's so difficult to be single in your 20's. I'm 26, and I've probably been single for a grand total of 5 years since I turned 20.
Since I was 21, people have always wanted to push/pressure me to think about marriage and children. Even my brothers, who are 21, like to say, "So, when am I gettin' a niece or nephew?"
DON'T GET ME WRONG...I'd LOVE to be married and have a family. That's something that I really want.
But I'm not just going to do it with the first available man I see.
I want to be in a loving, caring, understanding, and passionate relationship. I've never had something like that.
Hell, at this point, I'm not sure whether I'm making sense or not.
But I do know that at some point I will have to go out and find that special someone...
And I want to. I really do.
It's just that I'm so damn shy...and I have stuttering issues sometimes...I talk kinda fast...
Heh, nothing like being in your 20s and awkward as hell.
I know that whoever my special someone just for me is, he'll love me no matter what.
And I think this is where I end my rant.