I have been through so much with nothing but bad results.
12 years of marriage 2 children and an open loving man and she left for a stranger from the internet.
After the divorce i met another lady, who i admired and enjoyed her company she had 3 daughters of her own.
Ended up me being a babysitter for a drunkard who was Bipolar (really medication and all) she was abusive to me,my 2 daughters and her own, Then she also was not a one man woman... lasted 3 months with me having to leave my home and live with my mother for a month until i could get her out...
The next lady was one i met on a sigles site. Turned out she was married and had just been to court claiming rape on the man she met before me...(SHE WAS MARRIED and dating behind his back.)
The next lady i met told me repeatidly she only wanted to be friends so i met with her for dinner, She then decided she was eminsely in love and wanted to leave her job and hometown and live with me... 1 date and everything changed in a matter of about an hour...
The next lady i met had a profile stating her husband to be was cheating and had been dating online and she was done with him and his lies and wanted someone honest.... Well after we chatted awhile online she slipped and mentioned he would be getting home soon so she had to go.... HMMM done with him but still living together and she had to sneak to chat HMMMM
My latest lady i met on americansingles.com she is from spartanburg SC and we have talked for the last 3 weeks on the phone, I went to her town on wednsday and met her for lunch, we really had a connection and i felt comfortable and felt she was sincere, So after my children came home from school i asked her out for dinner to meet them and give them a chance to meet her since we had decided to be exclusive earlier that day... So she leaves out thursday evening to go with "friends" to Myrtle Beach for the weekend (Bike Week) and forgot to mention she had a boyfriend down there waiting for her, I found out because she said lastnight she would call me in the morning as she has been doing Lunch went by and then 6:00 i got a text saying "call you later"... then at Then i left her a message and recieved a text " I'll call tomorrow morning " so i asked if there was a man involved.... her son had already spilled the beans so to speak ,And let me know she had been seeing this guy for a while...
So i do know the pain and suffering of feeling unworthy to be happy or wanted.
i understand waiting for conversations that will never come.
It is a shame that men and women try to be something they are not or would take advantage of trusting souls.
I pray every night my daughters do not ever know of such pain they have seen it in there mother who is now in the last 3 months on her 3-4-5th boyfriend all have been sleepins during her visitation time my children have not even seen a woman in oour home since we removed the one earlier mentioned.
Why do we not get to share the company of others with no fear of the truth,with no hidden agenda or unknown intentions.
Is this what our world has come to we have been told by the media that honest well mannered people are suckers and noone likes to look like a sucker so they lie and put on this extreme ego trip or some gangsta life perception.... What ever happened to honest love filling a home and producing fine upstanding men and women Why is that such a bad thing noone wants to live like that anymore.
Why is it we have to scheme at every level in our life to feel as though we have achieved something.
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