i was married working in a job i loved, my son was born, i was going to the gym and in the best shape of my life.then it all went south somewhere. my wife was cheating on me with someone from work.. ii got diivorced changed jobs had a long bitter custody battle.a nervous breakdown,a car accident that caused me to loose basically everything.. was hospitalized for dvt and multilpe pulmonary embolisms..ive tried so hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel..
now here it is going into 2008!!
i have been back to work at another job i like gotten numerous awards even the 1 im most proud of which is the glastar award for outstanding maintenance person of the year.. it was a state wide honor..
something is missing..
im finding myself feeling like something is missing.. that awsome feeling of having someone to come home to..
i have my son but its just not the same. i miss that family feeling..
now here is the kicker. i find myself being so picky about the prospective people to date.. though i find many women attractive some i just cant see myself with.. being a bigger guy i really shouldnt be picky about what she looks like but i am.. i want that one that when we are together everyone looks at and wonders how the hell did she end up with him?
i dont know just a couple thoughts running through my head.. maybe more later..
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