Why do I live? Why do I work? Why do I hurt inside? The answer to all these questions can be summerized like this: The need/desire for companionship.
Everything in a man's life revolves around the need to impress and lure, for the lack of a better word, a woman. Without them we tell ourselves we are undefined and incomplete with meaningless lives. If we happen to be unfortunate enough to live without a woman in our lives, we are sometimes bitter and resentful. Not realizing that our health could very well be deteriorating as a result of the lonely lives we live. Everything we do is either a direct or indirect result of one goal. To have and hold the woman of our dreams. Where is she, how long will it be before I am prepared for her. Would a woman be attracted to me right now if she knew the state of affairs my financial situation is in as a result of the economy and maybe a few buisness deals gone bad? Will I ever be the man I think that the woman of my dreams deserves? I'm not getting any younger but I keep trying to regain my youth. Will tomorrow be the day, or will I eventually pass and fade away never really ever knowing her? It is not by choice but I am living the only hand I have delt to me the best I can.
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