is it just me or is it really kinda funny how when you're lonely and you go places, you always seem to run into these lovey dubbie couples who seem to be all extra affectionate and sh*t as if they're rubbing it in your face saying..."look at us we're in love
hahaha
and wheres your lover hmm....where is she??"..........am i the only one that have lonely experiences like that???
i just dont get it... is there something wrong with my profile? is it my pics? am i not that attractive or something? why is it that i'm not getting any responses on here? i get many profile views from all these people and yet not a single hello, or simple hi or anything. i've been told numerous times that i should send emails and go into the chatrooms and stuff to be noticed and i've done that. hell even when i send emails out, they just get read and deleted and i never get any response. if you're not interested could you at least tell me that rather than leave me wondering what you're thinking? is it really that difficult to say no thanks or not interested. i'm a grown man, i can handle the rejection. but i just want to know what it is about me or my profile hat makes people not want to respond to me?? can anyone tell me that?
love, its a most tremendously magnificent thing. the value of love is beyond priceless. it can be created but never destroyed nor measured by man or any other living thing in the universe. its unlimited. love is beautiful beyond recognition. love is magic in its purest form. learn it, embrace it and cherish it forever
Is it true that besides love
The only thing that makes one happy
Is to be truly needed?
Not merely accepted
Not merely given responsibility
Nor just given a respectable role to play
But truly needed.
To know that your very presence is valued
Your words are as silver
Your heart that you share is golden
And your very essence is. . .
Is a value too high to even dream.
Have we. . .
Have we in our civilized growth
Outgrown the simplest
Most valued parts of our lives?
That of personal touch
That of never ending love beyond anything imaginable
That of a tender kiss
That of life in or at its purest form.
Is it really true that besides love
The only thing that makes one happy
Is to be truly needed?
throughout my trials and tribulations i can't seem to focus my mind. i cant seem to realize that there is more to it than this. the needing, the wanting, the if's, and's and but's about things, but i dont care about those. i cant care. because only one thing remains in my mind....Why???
why couldnt you have just let me hold you when no one else would touch you?
why couldnt you just let me be there next to you when you were alone and no one seemed to want to be there?
why couldnt you just let me see you when no one else seemed to know that you existed?
why couldnt you just have let me hear you when you yelled out and no one answered your screams?
why couldnt you have just let me in, when everyone else was trying to get out?
why did you shoot me down when i was the only one putting you up?
why did you hurt me when i soothed your every pain?
why couldnt you have saw yourself the way i saw you?
why couldnt you have believed my words wich were from the heart, and yet you
believed those wich were but a mere figment of imagination, stupidity and lies?
is this really how you wanted to leave me, alone and in the dark and forever wondering why?
i'll live the rest of my life til the day i die...
wondering and pondering to myself about the answer to my own eternal mystery........Why???
when we met you had a smile that could light the world. there was no need for neither the moon or sun.
there was a feeling that even now i cant describe. but the moment we kissed, i knew that a new life of love and freedom had begun.
all the times we spent, the precious moments and smiles that we shared. oh how we expressed our love no matter what or who really cared.
but after a while we started to go astray from each other and we did things that in no way made any sense.
i noticed these changes just as you probably did and i tried to still make it work at any cost or expense.
i spent days and sometimes weeks at a time, wondering and pondering trying to figure out where i went wrong.
i played that question to myself so many times that it became a rhythem, a tune and then a song.
well it finally happened and we parted ways. in my mind was a never ending fuss.
because i constantly disputed and questioned myself... what happened to us???
Once a place of solitude,
Where, one dispelled all their fears,
And one, who understands,
Unseen pain and buried tears.
Once a place of tranquility,
Where one was able to expose,
The secrets that circulate within,
This bond, only a friend knows.
Once a place of refuge,
Silent emotions, consumes one's heart,
No longer so open and free,
Where do you turn, when one falls apart?
Once a place to call home,
Nothing, like any of the rest,
Left with unanswered questions,
It appears one has failed the test
His body weak and exhausted from a long hard fought battle. pain unlike any imagined, surges throughout his body. his eyes barely open and his vision blurred. is it over? is this truly where fate has chosen for him to be? laying on the gravel without an ounce of strength to move what-so-ever. battered, broken and in merciless and endless pain. with all his might, he has fought and survived through time by his superior skill and courage. a perfect warrior, a perfect mind, a perfect heart, perfection in its purest form. so how, he wonders, did he end up here? what happened? he gave it his all and somehow it just wasn't enough. now at this very moment the fallen warrior though motionless, is not lifeless. no... not even close... for the fallen warrior is filled with determination and he lingers to life through pure will. all is lost with the fallen warrior except hope. hope that he will rise again. hang in there my friend. hang in there my fallen warrior.
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