We meet on this page, I fell in love. At first I saw it as an impossible love. To avoid these feelings, I leave the page. After a while, I even pretend that, he was still in my mind and my heart. I return to the page and invited him into my life. We talked, we wrote, we were... The love gown more and more each day. The desire to be near, and some day be able to feel the touch of his hands and kisses. This increasing every day.
Then come the illusions and begin to make plans for the future. The Illusions, imagine how my live can be next to this person. Love till the pain in his face, hopping every moment to be near him. Slope behind a pc to know about him...
Until one day the expected results in the first fight between us.
Suddenly disappear, not responding to messages, but know that he's searching...
I could be going through the minds of him... Maybe he couldn't be freed from their past. Or maybe he expected something more than that I can't give... Or his ego is so big that he know that the person is there wating at any time till the return, and that can hurt and receive love freely without giving anything in return...
How many victims left in its wake?... Why not go back and explain?... That may be so difficult to say what he feels?...
That prevents it?.. Which'll be the fear?...
If this goes THROUGH the internet, as will their relationship and their comunication with other people who're around him?...
Being rejected, is the biggest fear that one may feel as a woman.
This hurts the deepest and takes a long time to heal those wounds, and even worse if there was no explanation..
What happened to all the good moments, times, dedication and hopes?... What happened to all those feelings?...
We would be able to face another failure?.... Or try your life again?.. the pain we cause in others?..
Selfishness, pride and ego 're our greatest flaw....
As youncan play with the feelings of others so freely?...
Regardless of the bad time that the other person is going?..
What becomes of us humans in the future?... He'd justnlove?.. Because without love there can only be destructions... If you one were hurt, as we'll meet to begin a new relationship?...
How to overcome the pain?..
We'll be able to open our hearts and leave a door open?...
Maybe terrify us know the answers, and prefer to continue with our lives without knowing the reasons, bringing the pain on the inside and a mask on our face...
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