a thought on lonelyness
Feeling lonely is no fun. It feels like a piece of you is missing, and no matter what friends you talk to, or how many people you hang out with, no one seems to fill that gap. No one has the right fit. I suppose that’s what makes loneliness hurt so much, its what makes you cry yourself to sleep, knowing that there is utterly nothing you can do. It is the one thing in your life that you can never fix.. it is the one piece that only someone else can fix.When your heart is desperate, it searches, wildly.. it makes poor choices, and that gap only seems to grow bigger, and it becomes a thought.. that maybe, maybe it will never be filled. I find that to be.. one of the scariest things in life.
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Change the mindset, hard as it is honey and you'll fall into your nitch
where you feel comfortable, loved and never lonely.
I looked at the next post and it reminded me of a time when I had to "fake" having fun.. pretend I was happy. . pretend that it didn't bother me to see all the couples dancing and all the couples looking deep into each other eyes and I was alone... a fast song came up and a female friend and I danced and I smiled and laughed like it was a great time. Next thing I new many men came and asked me to dance.. Men that were alone.. problem is I don't do the bar thing anymore.. to old for that.. so now what?