WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND LOVE?

I SO LONG TO HOLD SOMEONE IN MY ARMS,TO SHARE HUGS N CUDDLES AND TENDER KISSES,FEEL THE CLOSENESS OF SOMEONE.IVE BEEN ON MY OWN NOW FOR SUCH A LONG TIME IM DYING INSIDE WITH LONELINESS.IM GENUINELY LOOKING FOR SOMEONE FOR ALL THE RIGHT REASONS,I HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT SINCERE IN MY QUEST BUT STILL I FIND IM HERE ALONE AGAIN TONIGHT LISTENING TO MUSIC ALL ALONE AGAIN,NO ONE TO HOLD KEEP WARM N SAFE IN MY ARMS AND GENTLY TENDERLY STROKE HER HAIR AND MAKE HER FEEL WANTED AND LOVED.I KNOW IM ONLY ORDINARY LOOKING BUT INSIDE THERES A TRUE CARING LOVING WARM HEART THAT LONGS TO BE SHARED.....OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH HOW LONELY,UNWANTED,UNLOVED I AM TRULY FEELING...FEEL I WANT TO CURL UP IN THE CORNER AND DIE.