I know you are out there somewhere...............
I am a newly single attractive bbw....and well most of my friends cant believe that I am out to remarry again as fast as I am.See, the deal is I was with one man for 20 years...married on paper, but not really ever married the way a husband and wife are suppose to be..I was very young when I married..I was never a partner, never the person he went to when he had a problem, never the most important person in his life..In short the marriage was horrible..
I actually feel like I am searching for my first husband, I have this feeling that somewhere right now, as I wright this the man I am suppose to be with is sitting somewhere wondering where I am the same way I am wondering where he is..it is just a matter of time before we find eachother..and when we do it will last forever..and yes I do believe in forever..
Too many people get turned off by the idea of love because of damage that has been done to them by their ex's....I say goodbye to bad rubbish and stop wasting time, go o there and find your soulmate..
good luck everyone..especially by prince charming if you are reading this..
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back in the day, the economy was heading into trouble much like today
i was rally starting to feel the pinch and getting more and more worried about my future especially since my wife and i were seperated and i realized that she too must be facing some tough times not to mention i was missing her to.
i knew where she worked but but could not call her because she was do ing delivery driving and was only at the office twice a day at different times. so i figured if i drive to job and wait for her show up as long as it wasn't her day off i could see whats up.
well after driving nearly three hours and waiting the entire day and most of the night i was ready to leave and in she drives!!!
i opened the door and there she was with her back turned and i said "Hey You!" and she screamed so loud you could hear her half a mile away! (purely a joyfull screams)
you see first thing in the morning she had driven down to my apartment and was waiting in the parking lot all day and most of the night for me to get home!
we got back together and lasted another 7 years
The problem though Im thinking is what are you doing to get over the divorce and getting you to be centred again. I detect that you hold allot of anger towards your ex, anger especially since you have been with him from a very young age and It could seem that youve given your life up to be with him youve probably also done many sacrifices for the relationship and you just feel like youve been given a raw deal. That might be so but the biggest mistake we could make again is to rush into just a relationship. The thought of being in a different relationship is appealing and sort off fills the void that has now become but my thinking is, we need to first deal with ourselves, become happy with who we are AGAIN then we will attract someone with an equal emotional and mental position. Or maybe Im wrong and its a whole waste of time??? This brings to mind the thought what is love? with allot of thinking and deliberation my only conclusion is that its a CHOICE and a MINDSET, so what would be wrong in moving on, soonest??