Food for thought...I suppose

ya know I sit here once in a while and just think. No tv, no radio, no lights. Just the computer and my thoughts. I've been readin some blog posts on here and granted I'm not exactly the best with words. I'm just the kind that thinks about something and let my fingers do the work. But some of these posts puzzle the hell out of me lol I mean who really cares if a nun comes on internet dating sites? haha I'm not knockin anyone but come on! lol ok anyways lemme get to the real reason about this post.


I normally on my myspace page call this Rolling the Dice. It's something I've done since my old pro wrestling days. It started out as some cheesy gimmick but it turns out that it stuck with me...6 years after the fact lol Anyways what I'm going to say is a lot like rollin the dice in vegas. I take the chance of goin bust (pissin people off) or I take the chance to strike it big (have people agree with what I'm saying) so...here goes nuttin lol

What is it about our society that it seems like everyone in some form or another is extremely superficial. Call me old school...call me crazy if ya want but if it's not your looks that people judge you by it's your clothes..if it's not your clothes it's your car...if it's not your car it's how much you have in the bank. It's a vicious cycle. But the ironic part of it all is...the people that go for the superficial things...are always the ones complaining that they want the "nice guys" The guys that'll treat them good. Newsflash!!! Just because a guy has a big bankroll, or a flashy car, or supermodel looks does NOT make them a good person.

I wasn't blessed with stellar good looks, I don't make hundred of thousands a year. But the fact is there are a lot of people like me who bust their asses day in and day out that are proud of who they are. Those are the guys who have heart. The guys that have old school mentality that work hard at work and in relationships. Why is it so hard for a guy like me to be givin at least a chance??

All I know is that I just want to be happy. Anyone out there feel the same way?

ok this was a rant that went all out of whack lol maybe when I'm a lil more awake it'll make more sense.