Secluded Among You ( Archived) (34)

--Secluded Among You--


Alone, meaning two or more
painfully aware, every clue, every detail
Outward force, to be among the rest
dislocated ease sweeps away
The links of humanity
seperated from life
This ghost walks hand in hand
alive to a heartbeat, breathing
With you
vital fractions somehow lost,;perhaps never present
Keep this, merely myself
yearning to Be

by me

Settled into these bones
pain of jagged glass shards
Why this age, too early
to wait out the storm
Until clearer on high
release the vice
Respite lasting not
yet savor this heaven
A weak memory companion

by me

Visited me, today
knocking in my mind
Living, and not so
asking help, or snatches of intimate thoughts
Will shock the strongest of souls
secret feelings of those around
Unspoken fantasies
whirling in minds with innocent faces
Dark, empty of feeling, yet lust, control
torture for some, misdirection, others
Spirits seek consoling of family, and selves
lost, unable to move on thier next journey
Lend a hand of guidance to the new cycle of Being
poor sould destine to return for lessons
Why helping pleas by those, and dirty, fearful screts of living minds?
guilt traps most tese from acting. Not all
Numb, devoid of emotion I become
onslaught unstemmed by any tools
Hide away awhile...Renew my spirit
until more and more
Come to accept this, part of Myself
conduit, funnel, open to need, and unwanted feeling
By the others
build a shell of protection
A must, this, or a shell I shall become
used, and filled with others
Lose Me, and chance to many more
no more this day, no more this week
Respit, short, need
then do it all over again...

by me

I don't know if I have ever been there totally but somehow it seems familiar.

Roy

familiar how, Roy?

A feeling of how one views from a distance of what one sees to be there. A time of growth is indicated though protected. Being part of yet not fully belonging.

Roy

Seclude Among You

seclude among a room full of people
being the only person that is here
feeling alone and adanded(sp)
feeling lonely and depressed
seclude among you
felling alone in this great big word
seclude among you
among friends and familly

first ones, yes. outsider...always was.
last one; being bomarded by spirit visits, lol. Still working on the protection:)
Nice insight...

Thank you, Nene. As the wiccans say, good meeting. Laurie, I think you are describing true lonliness.

Roy