donaldm ( Archived) (13)

I know you can't read my e-mails, so I am posting this here for you. I want you to know that I am so sorry for hurting you. That was never my intention. I miss you terribly and jumped to conclusions. I was wrong, and will probably regret that for the rest of my life. YOU are the only one here that I hold close to my heart. I think when I went looking for support, I got some negative feedback. I was hurt and didn't know what to do. You are a wonderful gentleman. Anyone who reads this needs to know that. I want you to know that I am here for the taking if you are still interested. You are the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I want others to know that you are honest and true. It is I who have made the mistake, not you.
Please let me know if you can forgive me and still want me in your life. I will wait for as long as it takes. We do have a bond, I will never take that for granted.
If anyone reads this post, PLEASE message donaldm for me as I will be forever thankful.

warm regards,
Laura
p.s. Donald, if you get this, I can read your mail. Please just let me know. Good night and sweet dreams.

I don't know you or donaldm, but I felt like crying after reading this... I copied your letter and emailed it to him. Good Luck

I don't know you either, but I am forever grateful for your efforts.

warm wishes,
Laura

My dear, you are a brave and passionate woman to post your heart on the forum. But please, remember how beautiful you are as an entity on this earth. It feels to me that this man is far below you on the evolutionary scale. I admire your bravery in what you're doing here, I understand. Take a deep breath and look in the mirror. Take stock of your passions. Paws

Thanks paws! There's no turning back now. You have been a wonderful friend. I only hope my note reaches him. Please take care.

warm wishes,
Laura

I'm sure your kind words make Laura feel better and they definately make me admire you for your kind words. I think donaldm may not be worthy, but I couldn't leave Laura hanging.

Thanks for the reply. It's just something I feel in my heart. I know he's the one. It may sound crazy,but I'm going with my gut on this one. He's the one, no doubt in my mind. I just don't know if he still wants that. In my heart, he's worthy. He's the piece that's been missing. I'd bet my life on it.

Honey, he may be the piece that's missing, but it sounds like he's missing out on what he may learn way into the future. You're not hearing me are you ? I've been there, done that. The throws of passion defy logic. You have never actually met this man, shared a real space with him, as in, face to face. You're needs and wants may have been met by him in this cyber world. The balance remains in your imagination and what this person planted there. We here on CS., are all looking for the passion that you feel at this moment, but reality must take prescedence. I really hope that there is a glitch in his mail system, yet I feel that he has taken the easy way out. Don't post this "Mia Culpa" anymore. Again, I admire you're passion and reaching out. Paws

Thanks paws for the post. I hear what you're saying, maybe I'm just stubborn. It may bite me in the end, but that's o.k. I won't subject you to anymore depressing posts though. Once I have an answer, either way, I'll move on. It's worth putting my heart on the line. I'm pretty tough deep down. I just have to know.

warm wishes,
Laura