? happiness ?

i think happiness is in side your self. we seach our whole lives for happiess in love and in friends and ppl but we never really look inside of our selfs and actually take the time to sit back and ask our selfs who we are and what is truly important in our lives. i take so much every for granted. i take time for granted and i dont want to be taht person that wakes up when im 30 years old and ask my self where did my life go? why am i not happy? and why didnt i take the chances in life along time ago when i had the chance to make everything in life the way it all seemed to me? i think most people dont find happines becuase they try to spell happiness with a Y (happyness) its kinda like life. we miss spell things that are so simple we just never took the time to look at how the word is spelled so we mispell our lives and are left broken everytime. people try to find happiness in love and money and we never realize that happiness in with in our selfs we try so hard to be happy because of the things we have in life that can fill a void of lonelyness and that empty feeling. things that have no meaning and are never going to be your true cause of happiness. the things in life that make me the happy are laughing going down to the river,talking to got. the simple things in life make me happy. i dont need to roll like a boss or have millions of dollars to be happy. ive always been poor i was born poor and im going out of this world poor so ive earned that you dont need money to be happy ive been poor all my life money isnt about to change me now. im so much different then i used to be and i think that time can truly change a person. life is to short to spend it on a endless search and worthless battle. i am happy with my life and i have no regrets because everything in life happens for a reason and life is a mystery and we never know the future untill we get there i wish for every one ot find true happiness in life and when you find it hold on to it because it dont seem to last long.