falling apart






i never finish what i start and i always feel dumb instead of smart.


and i truly feel like im falling apart.


i dont know who i am or where im going.


and ive spent most of my life not ever knowing.


i break down and cry for no reason.


most days i dont ever feel like im truly breathing.


i doubt a lot of things and trust no one.


my life is a constant battle that i have never ever won.


piece by piece i slowly fade away.


i didnt want to go to sleep last night because i didnt even want to wake up today


i know that not every thing is going to be ok.

i refuse to get lost in another lie.


for once in my life im going to be strong enough because im all out of crys and good byes