As the day unfolds and darkness falls I look upon my time In a world immersed in sadness Of famine, war, and crime The love I’ve lost and brushed aside The fears I’ve overcome The turbulence I’ve lived through And the things I haven’t done I often think of times gone by And how it could have been But I can’t move on with memories And the future can’t be seen I held a light that burned so bright And stumbled on the way Now the flame is just a flicker As it lights another day I’ve lived the way I’m destined There is no turning back And the wall that seemed so solid Has now appeared to crack Fragile is the life we live And the things we have to face The balance of our nature That makes the human race My thoughts unfold inside me As I lay awake in bed Not knowing what tomorrow brings Is what I’ve come to dread.
STEPHEN LEE OSTROWSKI DECEMBER 2003
(THE WAY IT IS)
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Posted: Jun 2009
About this poem:
I wrote this poem after having gone through intense radiotherapy for Tongue Carcinoma and secondary neck Cancer in 2003. The pain and discomfort, as well as having to survive on liquids through a tube in my stomach for eight months was almost too much to bare. This poem reflects my thoughts at that particular stage in my life
Comments (2)
i love it
when read it i connect it to me somewhat and find it was so true
keep it up