You came to me one summer day. You told me the news that you were going away. You didnt give me much time to change your mind, and that was fine...at the time. I was upset, i got distrought; and you got caught up in the middle of it all. Now when christmas is near you are outta my life, and what i get in my head is that you were misunderstood. You left me all alone and didnt care about the way i felt. You just said" i'm leaving you" And, as you looked at me..girl, you took the wind right outta me.
You made me see clear and now im missing you dear. The pain i have for you doesnt get any smaller. I cry at times because i know your happy with someone else. I did it to myself. Im the one who tore you down, but now look at me, im the clown. I tried to call and your mom just screamed at me. I’ll leave you alone but i wanna see you one more time. I wanna hold you in my arms once more. I want to tell you your alright i got you. But your gone and now someone else loves you. Without you i am nothing. Im no good. No one understands me like you did.
Im such a fool for losing you. People say my love for you is wrong, i dont care what people say..I just trust in God that your happy and okay. Im ganna rest here in our bed. I'm tired, and my eyes are pouring tears...I wonder this though my dear, do you think of me? Do you wish i was near u? Do you ever forgive those who do you wrong? Or do you leave without a trace, just like traveling through outer space?!
I make this promise to you my dear. you will always be to me so near to my heart. Just like you were from the very start. I will be here for awhile yet; but dont look at me and think i dont have regret’s. Your free to talk to me if you wanna work things out. Merry christmas dear and by the way, Happy new year.