Hi, Sorry to hear that you have lost your partner, but it's nice to know that you have recovered and ready to face the world again, that is a very nice attitude! At least you don't die from then too and have not lost your hope that one day you will be able to seek love once more...
Your thougths of how you are going to spend your time with that someone special that you are looking for now, is amazing! very sweet! It's hard to find man who speaks from his heart nowadays.
I am pretty sure that one day, "she'll find you" so just keep going and in some point you'll be taking the right turn!
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