I hope you start to feel better, Vic. I could tell you weren't yourself in chat tonight. I have felt like you are feeling and thought the thoughts you are plagued with now. You truly are a good guy and I would hate to hear something happened to you. I agree that it is a wise decision to stay away from the alcohol. It certainly wont help the situation.
RE: Sad from a lost.
I hope you start to feel better, Vic. I could tell you weren't yourself in chat tonight. I have felt like you are feeling and thought the thoughts you are plagued with now. You truly are a good guy and I would hate to hear something happened to you. I agree that it is a wise decision to stay away from the alcohol. It certainly wont help the situation.Diana