Whoops! So many replies! I am happy for you. True, we may not be alone but how does it matter anyway? Knowing what we as humans are doing to ourselves, our earth... THOSE aside of us could be thinking good THEY are alone...
I feel you are looking for a person near or closer to you, not far away. Also, may be you don't want to keep in touch, reply to guys who live away from you. To know what men men want or seek anything in particular in you, you should give them time. And for that you must begin to talk to them. Have you written to any men close to where you live?
RE: stay or go?
Stay here and give it some more time.