Berry I owe this to my son along with many other things. I had to put an effort to raise him and this quickly makes you realise things. Like that from time to time in the discussion you tell yourself "now shut up and listen". I wasnt going to get somethng done any other way. I tried to make it a habit eversince
Witch You are probably right, after all where we're going should essentially be where we're coming from. I might take you on your offer someday. There's a place in my heart for Ireland and the Irish and Galway was beautiful. I went around the country for 10 days and felt like home. A couple of nights we stayed at a B&B where the owner was a mature woman with no children. Every day she brought things for my little son, he was 7 back then. The last morning she stood by the door with tears in her eyes and we waved goodbye. Never to be forgotten.
Thank you for the comments. Molly The way I see it, maybe its more about if I, myself would live up to my own expectations
Witch Well yes I still have a longing for Malta. Or maybe for what this symbolised to me at that time. The need for a contained place to settle and get the chance to look well inside myself. I had the chance to learn more about this later, but still in a fragmented life
Jazz I can assure you that in many matters I can be as cautious and systematic as they make them. But this back then was above me, it was just a screaming internal need. It took a pregnant woman to make me steer away from it
Malta, and Zen
BerryI owe this to my son along with many other things. I had to put an effort to raise him and this quickly makes you realise things. Like that from time to time in the discussion you tell yourself "now shut up and listen". I wasnt going to get somethng done any other way. I tried to make it a habit eversince