I can not pretend I know what your life is like living with MS, I have had personal experience with MS, a very close friend back in the UK, My heart bleeds for you, am sure we will make head way towards a cure in the near future, The one thing I can tell you, is try to remain positive and keep fighting, I shall have a kind thought for you on a daily basis.
RE: WHAT WOULD YOU DO!!!
Dont do it, The most attractive thing in a women is Her Intellect