I totally appreciate your honesty and understand what you are going through. Just take one day at a time and do things that bring you peace and be around people who are positive. It is true that time does take care of things, you will heal and be stronger. God bless you and be positive.
Sorry what happened, it is hard. Value, loyalty and dedication in a relationship works both ways,it is not just a female issue. Hope you can work things out.
RE: God is alive!
God is VERY MUCH ALIVE! He is ever present in my life, praise the Lord!