Some know me well, some don't. But, hopefully everyone can help here...
Some know that i have battled the bottle, lost on occasion, and winning right now.
But, it has messed me up i think. I am always an open person and try to help everyone. But, right now, i don't want anyone around me. I'm closing up and trying to just be bymyself. All i do is come home from work, do what i have to do around the house and stay in my room, just mess around on here or watch t.v. I have forgotten what it was like to live life to the fullest.
I miss my friends, but i don't want to see them. I talk on here every once in awhile...but i don't really get into it like i use to.
Hell, im not depressed i just don't know what the hell to do tomorrow. I guess i don't have anything to look forward too anymore. I use to feel like i wanted someone so bad...but now i don't really care.
Where do you go from here...
woooo hooooo