I had a Drs. appointment this morning for a physical. He found a "mass" in my left breast. I go for a mammogram and ultrasound next week. I'm sure it will be nothing but I still am a little worried and can't sleep. Sorry, no one else to talk to so here I am.
Way back in the day, after my husband left me, I decided I had to go back to school. My kids were very young(2 and 4) and I was very insecure. I had to take a butt load of pre-requisits before getting into nursing school. I decided I would just take one class during the summer to see how it went. I took an algebra class and the professer was great. The class was hard, but the professer challenged me every day. He never allowed me to fall behind. Only about 1/4 of us finished the class and I ended up with an A. If I would of failed that class I don't think I would of had the confidence to go on. I'm really thankful that he pushed me to do well.
I have MS and I don't tell anyone unless the subject comes up. I guess I don't really think about it because it doesn't affect my everyday life(unless I'm having a flare up) I would tell the person I was dating before we got serious.
I'm a nurse, I've worked in neonatal ICU for past 20 years. I am thankful for people like you that can care for the older pt. I don't think I ever could.
I'm not sure you should try to move on to anyone else right now.
You need friends right now. I know they can't fill that void he has left in your life but it helps.
Try not to be by yourself. Even if it's just talking on the phone chatting or e-mails.
CS has helped me a lot. Even though I don't really know anyone very well, it helps just to be here. You don't feel quite as lonely when you're on the forums.
Sorry you are feeling so sad just know that you are not alone.
I'm a little worried
Thanks everyone for the encouragement. I know I worry for nothing. At least I don't have to worry about going to sleep anymore, it's time to get up!