I don't think his feelings have changed, but we had good times together, and I'm not going to find anyone else if I' m still hung up on him. I'm just wondering if I can handle it emotionally.
Is it a mistake for me to get back with my ex after 3 years? I broke it off because I loved him and he didn't feel the same. I wanted to find someone to love me. I haven't been on one date ... I still love him.
From the movie "City of Angels"] [Originally by Goo Goo Dolls]
And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am
I have put in a new shower surround and new faucets. I put a garbage diposal in. I put up a new garage door opener. My daughter helped me put in a new gas hot water heater(We learned how to sweat pipes). I fixed my washing machine when it broke down. Then the little things like a doggie door, hooked up the ice machine on my refridgerator, toilets of course. Now I'm replacing the plumbing in the basement because I have those really heavy old cast iron pipes. That project is going slow.
Ok this is a warning - many of you will think this is very corney.
The names have been changed to protect the innocent.
I met my last boyfriend on a site like this only it was locale. We started out just e-mailing each other. He was on the site looking for marriage and I was just looking for a boy toy. I made it clear that was all I was interested in. I had gone out on a first and last date with several different guys. I knew on the first date it wasn't going to work. So Geoge and I continued to talk thru IM and e-mails. He was very nice and I could talk to him about anything including my man problems. He sent me a picture and there was no spark. I was honest with him and he knew we would only be friends and nothing else. Then after a couple of months of talking every day, he asked if I would like to meet him for dinner. So I met him, we had dinner and went to a comedy club. there was no spark. We went out to dinner and drinks a couple more times. We got along very well. He was great but there was no spark. One night we had dinner and then went to a bar for a couple of drinks. We were sitting up at the bar, talking. They were playing sappy music. The kind of songs I sing to really loud when no one is around to hear me. My arms were resting up on the bar and George put his hands gently over mine and held them. I looked at our hands for a minute and then looked up at him. I looked into his eyes for a minute and then...there was a spark. I leaned over and kissed him and looked at him again and indeed there was a spark. Wow. Then I couldn't stop kissing him and he said "someone is going to tell us to get a room". I said "then let's get a room". Half hour later we were doing a lot more than just kissing. All he did was hold my hands and it melted my heart.
After he melted my heart by holding my hands he did what Pat said. He bought me 2 horses. He bought me diamonds. He took me to Vagas, the grand canyon, Florida and Hawaii. He brought icecream, chocolate and pizzas up to work for the girls and I.
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ex boyfriend
I just don't want to be alone anymore. I know I can't make him love me. Maybe I'm just unlovable.