Look man, you should always get over a broken heart before you venture out again. I have found that women do not like men with too much baggage. Heal your wounds, then move on. Your women is out there, she will still be out there for you when you are ready. Maybe try some counseling, it has always worked for me.
Why would you sell the yacht captain???? Don't you see what you have here?? You have an escape, an escape from anything and everything. If you seek adventure then go for it sir. I believe one could spend a lifetime looking for adventure, and it would not be a wasted life.
Adventure
Yes, you are soooo right Angel, your words are music to my ears