GET OUT NOW!!!! Why do you want to put yourself through this. You are clinging on to something that is not there. The relationship is never going to work, not to mention the guy lives in another country. Seriously, this relationship is one sided. Life is tooooo short, you need to find someone with a little more energy, and someone a little closer. Just one mans opinion.
You could toughen up, some women like a jerk. Maybe instead of staring into her eyes while she is talking to you, you could play with your phone, or watch sports, or look at another woman. Just sayin
RE: is there a GOD
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