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Is it too much to ask??

Thank you itriedcorvette.
I have to say you are very nice as you know what it is lie this situation.
And yes I am real very much so who does get hurt and upset by peoples actions and yes i have been upset and angry and screamed and shouted at him too but for what?? for him to hang up and say he will speak with me tomorrow? thats what i get.
so I know the answer to my question but like you know it is so very hard to walk away when your heart pines for them and you really love them but you know its bad and it wont work.
I hate the feeling of being sick and crying and lying awake at night. But the answer lies there and i know what i need to do.
I just cant bare people who say hurtful things who dont know whats happening in your life an dhow you feel and how close to falling apart you really are and all they want to do is pick at you and put you down even more for sticking up for who i am that these people on here are saying i am not.
I am glad to have met you itriedcorvette as you know who i really am and what i am going through.

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Also to quote i cannot believe that that is a post done by me??? called Lindsey1651!!!! ye sthat i smy photo but that i didnt have a profile last year on here!!!!! my friends gave me this site 3wks ago and told me to try it as its not bad and free and have good forums!! so maybe if this is what i think it maybe looks like my friends did a false profile for me last year or year before whenever it maybe as they did set me up with a few phone numbers which i didnt call and was always trying to tell me that everyone thinks my situation is no good.
if this is true then i am so disgusted by the fact they set me up a profile but they have been very sneaky in hiding it as this is my only first time on here personally!
so i still say to bestbefore that my words to you are dont be so judgemental as this is MY FIRST TIME ON HERE WITH THESE WORDS COMING FROM MY MOUTH!!! so isnt it about time you got off here? looks like your still on here for a reason that your too nasty and poisoned tongued for any man to have you for any length of time.
sorry to be so blunt but you seem to be so judgmental about others.
this i will get to the bottom of now with my friends who gave me this STUPID SITE to humiliate me when they said i could get advice on here!!! so much for that looks like they had put stuff up for me a long time ago. now i get judged by an old nasty peice of work who is hell bent on making me look stupid. so well done bestbefore for making me look like an idiot for thinking this is my first ever post and telling the world that i am a liar and been on here before!! which i had no idea i ever had been.

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I wish i did have someone to to talk to other than people on here!! some of you have been really kind and understanding but the rest of you have been quite nasty.my parents are all dead!!! if i had my mother still alive i am sure she would have given me a good shake but unfortunately i dont have anyone my mother dies 5yrs ago, and maybe i threw myself into a relationship as i missed the love and attention i wanted so badly from my mother and i did believe this guy and its not that easy to break away wehn your mind is telling you to run as far as you can but your heart is saying no i love this guy and he says he loves me . but then when his family come he is a different man again a scenario i cannot seem to understand that he cannot give me any time.
so please be a little more sensitive when it comes to my situation as i am here on this site as I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO OR MOTHER EITHER. but to everyone who has been nice and helpfull i say a big thank you from the bottom of my heart.x

Is it too much to ask??

Diolch yn fawr

I will try not too . i ahev slept on this and now have done some serious thinking.

Is it too much to ask??

I am still here everyone and i am so gratefull for all your advice and support and i an thinking of it seriously. your all right i sit here waiting for him to call me when it suits him and not when its suits me. i know i need to get out and enjoy myself again and that i plan on doing he has had 4 failed marriages and his last 2 marriages only lasted 1yr each so it goes to show you that not all the women were to blame but the way he treats them that is the blame.
i will do my best to move on and sort this out.
Thank you all .x

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Wow I am sorry about that.
Its a horrid thought to be left in a religion that you convert to for love of another man. It seems to me that alot of men use their religion as a means to cheat and treat people badly.
my problem is i love him very much and find it hard to let him go when i know what people are telling me is right but to do it is very hard.
I waited all day today and he knew it was my day off work but i didnt get anything from him as usual.
I know i am throwing my life away here and it wont get any better and no he has not asked me to marry him either so there is no wedding on the cards at all.

Is it too much to ask??

Can i ask what religion did you convert too? if you dont mind me asking? Thanks for your words they are very much appreciated.

Is it too much to ask??

I have been with a guy for 3yrs now, He is Jewish and I recentky finished my conversion to Judaism to make my relationship with him easier. I love being jewish its not about that what it is about is the way he treats me still as a person and as his supposed to be his better half!!
its been a long haul with him of lots of downs than ups.
He has cheated on me 3 times twice over the net and once with an actual person sent over by his family to see if he really does want me or a real jewish woman, in that time he nastily dumped me and broke my heart and told me to wait for him for 4wks till he decided my fate if i was the one for him or not!!!
well he made his decision in the end and came back to me. but every year at passover time and high holidays and yom kippur he does the same thing of saying he doesnt have time to speak to me at all and he really doesnt make that much of an effort to either! he has his family over from israel to america where he lives and i live here for now in UK. so he lives breathes and sleeps and eats for 4wks with his family but never has time to call via skype his girlfriend back home in England, he always says " i hope you understand i have the whole family here and i have to entertain and at some point i shall try and say hello to you but you know i am busy with them" so really i have to wait and i feel so worth less and not wanted by him when he says that to me that he can barely give me 2mins to say hello i miss you but he has plenty of time for facebook which he is always on.!!
what shall i do? is he honest and does he respect and want me? I am on here as i thought maybe i should keep myself open to the possibility that there maybe someone out there for me if he doesnt want me.