LOL.. This is much better and very relaxing threads.. I would say the main problem is different culture from this man "ZEB" with his ideal seeking woman.. Dear Zeb.. i suggest you to find a woman from your own country , bcoz that is no need to you to understand new culture from absolutly different basic live then Pakistan. Better solution for you. good luck.
Thx Jac.. am fine now..its about 4 month now. But feels like just happend yesterday. Sometime i still heard his voice, his laugh, and the way he smile for me. I am sure he sleeping in peace on his angel arm.
Sometime life is unfair.. but everything that happend on our life is predestied on the up above, We cant choose we will life shorther or longer. but all we can do is just pray , am sure it will help you to heal that hurt inside. I've been there before. Its happend on last january 29, i lost my boy in his 14 age, 1 week after his birthday. I am so broken, so down that time.. i cant stop my tears. But life must go on.. am single parent, am fight for life to rise my boy, but He have another destiny.. Can you imagine if you been here in my place? I tell myself, to be strong and i cant get up again. And he will always alive in my heart.. You can do it too Carenza..
I know him here on this site. He is so nice, caring , fun loving and i think he is the one that i dream about. We can spend hours for chatting. As we share our feeling for each other. But sometime he is so strange for me, not even reply my email, my ecard, or my flower. Nor reply my offline message on his IM.. It used to hapend on week days, but he will give me time on week end. So i just ask my self, what i suppose to do? Between trust him with his word or just let it flow like water in the river? I always waiting for him, maybe stay awake late at night just to see him online. Am i crazy? Falling in love with someone online isnt it strange? Or meet someone your love by online is something like miracle? I felt this feeling so strong, so fast and so deep. SO.. WHAT I SUPPOSE TO DO?
do you think so? He is not that type.. never find him like this before. The only one that he love so much is his boy. None else. So i just hope everything is fine with him.
And am sure he will come back to me someday.. because love can do anything.. thx
hello.. feels sad to read what you write above.. but well the only things that i can say to you is.. leave him.. am man with that attitude will always make you feel hurt. and he would never stop to searching something outside. he love to have fun with any girl outside there. This is my personal experience before with my ex BF. He do the same on messenger. And then have an ofline contact and meet her. And something that really not funny is because the girl is more look like an elephant.. so fat and so big.. OMG.. i cant imagine.. so terible howz she look like. But why a man always love to searching something outside his home? Not sure about it.. so.. better u leave it.. if you dont wanna leave him. Good luck.
He is my Christ.. He gave me all the smile, and paint my sky with thousand beautifull colour. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.. BUT now he just dissapears without any word.. i dont know what happend to him and even i try to call him there is nobody pick up the phone. So.. what i suppose to do? I cant life without him.. Please.. Christ.. bring me back to live..
RE: Describe urself in one word!
funloving..