i think me and cherie may agree it has something to do with today being the 1 year anniversary of my two month old cousin coltons death.. died at the age of 2 months 1 year ago today ..
and the cousin that had the baby in the dream is colton's mom's sister,
i dont know.. to give birth i have to be numb from the shoulders down and have my belly sliced open.. dont so much miss that, but i do miss being pregnant and having a newborn to take care of..
which would kinda explain why it was my cousin on the table having the surgery and then i get the baby .. lol..
the cousin in my dream is like my big sister, only i dont have one.. lol.. both our boys we were pregnant with at the same time.. both of us had a girl first.. only when i was pregnant with my daughter she was pregnant with her first son.. and then when i was pregnant with my newest boy... she was pregnant with her last.. my daughter and her oldest boy are 11 days apart and our youngest 2 are one day off from being exactly a month apart.. and my niece is nearly exactly a month older than my youngest..
morning marina.. yes snow in this part of texas is pretty uncommon.. it snowed yesterday up in the city about 2 hours north of me but we hardly ever get snow out here where i live.. and when we do its usually not enough to matter much ..
had an odd dream this morning before i woke up.. i dreamt i was pregnant again and in labor.. and then of cource i had to have another c-section but when it was all over, it was my cousin who was on the operating table having a baby girl but they handed me the baby and said i had a daughter.. very odd.. woke me up right away when that happened..
good morning everyone.. well it the weather wants to be cruel this morning it could start snowing.. its freaking 28 degrees here this morning.. i swear texas has got to be a female state.. the weather here can never make up its mind
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