KNenagh, thank you..I am dealing with them little by little.. because I also don't want to be rotten behind. Sometimes, i just can't help but tremble and shiver to recall the past..
Thank you again ParamaSathya, maybe I do need much time to totally forget and move on..I am also tired of fighting back what I truly feel just because of past bad experiences.
I do hope too Scubadiva..Thank you, I am just not rushing for now..still healing the wound..Maybe I have to find the broken pieces in me, from my family to my personal life..
Parama Sthya, Cool Idea..but its hard to fool your own heart. We can't dictate it once truly and fully in love..So prevention is better than cure as they say. Half love will create a whole one in the process. For now I am not yet ready and fully recovered, the shadow keeps hunting me!
I was once hurt after a 7 years relationship. Third party sucks! Now I can see life sometimes as stupidly unfair. Since 9 years old, my parents parted ways, they live now freely with their own families in different countries. I do and live my own, I never felt real love then.
Thinking that love is just "four" common letters from the lips! The heart can't even speak for itself! Often I want to love from the heart not from the lips alone but my mind refuse! If you are in my shoe, will you do the same?
Hi Shay28, It's just in the profile..could it be different in person? As I told earlier, women are extinct here in the world I lived in right now, conservative, strict, restricted. Its realistic to find a GAY man than a woman here..But now, I hope I find one in you..
Hoolet, another wrong verdict! Huh! In the place where I live now it's more realistic to find a man than a woman with the very small ratio of 100/10 men/women. Anyway thank you for making me beautiful for men and handsome for women thought as a continuation.
I was Badly hurt once: Now Afraid to love fully
Nikogas; I love those wisdom from you.. Thank you very much for your time in writing those good pieces of advice. God bless you.