I did tell him eventually. After years of being his best friend, and the occassional bit of fun. He told me he loved me, but not like that. I don't even talk to him anymore. He was never the right man for me anyway, so I am glad he didn't feel the same way. He is a bit of a waster, and doesn't really like kids either, so not right for me!
I am scared Scared of the feelings which overwhelm me each time I see your face Scared of the passion I feel each time you touch me Scared that I will never feel such things again Scared that these feelings will never go away
I know know my life could never be the same without you know how my body needs your touch know how much I miss you when we are apart I know I love you
But I don’t know don’t know how to stop myself don’t know how you feel don’t know why you do not want me as I want you I just don’t know why
I need need you to be with me need to feel you within me need you to need me I need you
I want want to feel our bodies entwined together in the night want to feel your arms around me want you more than you would ever know I want you to love me
I feel feel the touch of your hands on my skin feel the touch of your lips on mine feel the ever growing bond between us I feel the pain of not having you
I believe believe you care for me more than you say believe we are truly soul mates believe that one day you will see this too I believe in you
You Make me feel things I have never felt before Make me so happy Make my life a better place to be You make me feel so special
I love love the way you smile love the way you make me laugh love having you in my life I love you
All my relationships have ended because of cheating..
I am sort of enjoying the single life, but it is not like I have much choice! Don't get out much because of the kids. Miss the cuddles and whatnot, but I get on with life anyway!
One day someone will sweep me off my feet, and he will be a good (and strong!) man!
RE: Smoking
Anyone know where I can buy a large trenchcoat with lots of pockets???