So I am going to explain myself, and I hope the people who read this and are going though something similar can benefit from what I am about to say here. I was depressed for a loooong time. I struggled with it on my own. Why? Because it is shameful to have mental problems. It was my secret. A few years back, right on this website, a BELOVED friend of mine whom I met, and ADORED, committed suicide. My life changed in many ways since that time. I have now come to understand so much more. I am a changed person. It miraculously happened for me. I see the world through a different set of eyes. I am still the same person. Or am I....? Depression in a nutshell is a lack of love in one's life, coupled with unpleasant childhood experiences which mark us for LIFE. Regain JOY for life. Enjoy everything there is to enjoy as if it were yuour last day here on earth. Love yourself, love others, appreciate everything. Take nothing for granted, That is foolishness and punishment ultimately, if it results in LOSS. Last but not least, stop questioning what is the meaning of life and simply live it and have some fun. JMO
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