Funny story, I thought a post I posted was deleted... Making me think that I broke a rule. Turns out the poll I posted wasn't deleted after all. I made a huge goof and jumped to the wrong conclusion. Dopey me.
I wish I could... But as it stands now while I'm waiting for a contract to write for a upcoming sci-fi show I have limited income. And the guy I was hoping to be my wingman died April of 2014.
And I'm sorry. But just randomly writing women on these dating sites isn't working. Considering I am being ignored. And the only "women" that write me on these sites are spammers or scammers, it seems to be a waste of time. Which only reinforces my old ideas that love is an impossibility for me and it always will be.
Called Warlock's Magic: A Story Of Beginnings: Jason's Story. It's a little rough. Because it was the first original story I wrote in book form in years... But it is a good story with action and humor. You can check it out on Amazon or Barnes and Noble websites.
I don't have a lot of experience talking to women. I've had my share of crushes and broken hearts. One took me years to get over, but that's a long story. One more recently, I thought she cared for me but all she was trying to do was steal my show that I worked hard to work on. So my experience in the world of love is all heartbreak and friend zone.
I am a writer who writes novels and scripts. I am also an actor. I am looking to break out of my shell and help heal these old wounds on my heart. I'm not asking for much... Just a chance to prove myself. So, I ask all the women in this forum, will you give me that chance?
Trust me, that was mild compared to some of the other things this character I created says in the book Warlock's Magic: A Story Of Beginnings: Jason's Story"
This is the kind of cheesy thing my character Sticky-Fingers would say... "Hey… My name is Chris and I am psychic… I see our hearts interconnected in love, forever." Tell me that's not stupid.
I've been wishing for something missing... To fill this empty space. To show the person behind the curtain... So you'll understand... Who I really am! The me that you don't see is praying for a chance to still believe... Show me the worth... I'll prove that I deserve it! And you can see... The me that you don't see!
You're not the first person to say I should act more like the character I created for my book called Warlock's Magic. The character is named Sticky-Fingers and that is pretty much what he does to ever pretty female he sees. But that's Sticky-Fingers, not me.
First, I know... My late father said it all time. But I've always been the sensitive type. I'm working on it. And 2, what's a pratt? I thought it was brat?
I've never been on a date with a woman because I'm so shy. But now I made a decision... It's time to end this once and for all and break out of my shell. But a lifetime of shyness has given me issues with confidence, with self doubt. Sometimes a little self-hatred. So, what I'm looking for is a chance... A chance to prove who I am, a chance that I can be confident.
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I take it my poll broke a rule
Funny story, I thought a post I posted was deleted... Making me think that I broke a rule. Turns out the poll I posted wasn't deleted after all. I made a huge goof and jumped to the wrong conclusion. Dopey me.