Hey its me again if you remember last time I posted. So this is how it is I hate the state I live in and I have no luck here at all. So I want to leave, but not sure where to go or start. I have family back in New York state where my uncle, aunt, grandfather, and couple cousins live. The other state I want to go to California for some reason and presue a job or career. Maybe if I go to the place where the studios are and get a job. Not sure what the name is, but you know what im talking about. I rather just freeze myself for 50 or 100 years and see where I am and whats been going on I bet I have a better chance then. I have been thinking about something and i'm questioning myself of "who am I". Not sure because is this how life goes, then I don't want to live anymore. So guys need advice of what to do because I have no clue and i'm at the bottomless pit?
Ever since I moved in the new house my life has changed forever. Can't even get a job, but I have 4 months as a night stocker working at Lowes. I applied at store's, but some of them are not looking for anyone right now or they just don't want a washed up kid like me. I just want to leave this cruel state and wonder off somewhere. I know I have a purpose, but don't know where to go. My mind tells me to go back to college and become a bodyguard which I want to do. I need a guidence. I need advice of where and how?
Hey new here of course and just saying hi. I tried to contact these girls like emailing them and flowering them, but they don't seem to contact me back I wonder why?
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I want to start a new journey or life
Hey its me again if you remember last time I posted. So this is how it is I hate the state I live in and I have no luck here at all. So I want to leave, but not sure where to go or start. I have family back in New York state where my uncle, aunt, grandfather, and couple cousins live. The other state I want to go to California for some reason and presue a job or career. Maybe if I go to the place where the studios are and get a job. Not sure what the name is, but you know what im talking about. I rather just freeze myself for 50 or 100 years and see where I am and whats been going on I bet I have a better chance then. I have been thinking about something and i'm questioning myself of "who am I". Not sure because is this how life goes, then I don't want to live anymore. So guys need advice of what to do because I have no clue and i'm at the bottomless pit?