I bet your girlfriend is cursing Eve. Of course it couldnt possibly be anything to do with you could it. Im curios though, are you sorry for what you did or sorry you got found out. If you were my bf you'd be in hospital having something surgically removed from your rear end.
Surely all hopes and expectations go out of the window when you meet the "one" You may have wanted tall dark and handsome, but cupid is not that shallow. Once that arrow hits you cant do much about it.
RE: New to this....
Welcome to the asylum.